good news after a whole week here I have finally grown used to the gross water. Also I have made human friends.... not just cat friends.
there has been exercise after exercise of asking God questions and seeing how he will respond. Often I saw these thoughts in my head as just that, thoughts in my head. but then Donna asked us why would would we tell our selves these nice things and or these things in general? Well at first I thought that if you had grown up the way I had hearing my lovely father say it is all about me and copying him then that is how you would come up with all these nice answers but then I realized that no matter how much I would tell my self that it was all about me I would never believe it.
we had to ask God a list of questions today. the first question was God what do you think or feel about me? I got a lot of thoughts and wrote them all down. but the one that is sticking with me today was "you have talked the talk for so long but right now we just need to walk for a bit" how cool is that? I mean God is basically saying hey you have been making yourself seem like you are walking with me but you haven't really so now is your time to just walk with me for a bit. Now I'm not saying that I am totally holy now and will know every answer to any question because I have God whispering in my ear. No that is a lie. but I have a new confidence. A new way to go about presenting my self to others. I had always thought that if I was good enough at preaching the word to others then maybe he would consider me as a good follower. well that was a load of poop.
Take a look around you. if you find that your church or community is more into the talk then the walk. RUN FOR THE HILLS! or tell them to shut up. Because that is what God would want them to do ;)
love
Sierra Lavada daughter of God lee
there has been exercise after exercise of asking God questions and seeing how he will respond. Often I saw these thoughts in my head as just that, thoughts in my head. but then Donna asked us why would would we tell our selves these nice things and or these things in general? Well at first I thought that if you had grown up the way I had hearing my lovely father say it is all about me and copying him then that is how you would come up with all these nice answers but then I realized that no matter how much I would tell my self that it was all about me I would never believe it.
we had to ask God a list of questions today. the first question was God what do you think or feel about me? I got a lot of thoughts and wrote them all down. but the one that is sticking with me today was "you have talked the talk for so long but right now we just need to walk for a bit" how cool is that? I mean God is basically saying hey you have been making yourself seem like you are walking with me but you haven't really so now is your time to just walk with me for a bit. Now I'm not saying that I am totally holy now and will know every answer to any question because I have God whispering in my ear. No that is a lie. but I have a new confidence. A new way to go about presenting my self to others. I had always thought that if I was good enough at preaching the word to others then maybe he would consider me as a good follower. well that was a load of poop.
Take a look around you. if you find that your church or community is more into the talk then the walk. RUN FOR THE HILLS! or tell them to shut up. Because that is what God would want them to do ;)
love
Sierra Lavada daughter of God lee
Beautiful Sierra!! God is really working in you!! Love you and will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
ReplyDeleteLove always Auntie Lora